Bartleby, the Scrivener.
A Story of Wall-street.
I AM a rather elderly man. The nature of my avocations for the
last thirty years has brought me into more than ordinary contact with what
would seem an interesting and somewhat singular set of men, of whom as yet
nothing that I know of has ever been written:--I mean the law-copyists or
scriveners. I have known very many of them, professionally and privately, and
if I pleased, could relate divers histories, at which good-natured gentlemen
might smile, and sentimental souls might weep. But I waive the biographies of
all other scriveners for a few passages in the life of Bartleby, who was a
scrivener the strangest I ever saw or heard of. While of other law-copyists I
might write the complete life, of Bartleby nothing of that sort can be done. I
believe that no materials exist for a full and satisfactory biography of this
man. It is an irreparable loss to literature. Bartleby was one of those beings
of whom nothing is ascertainable, except from the original sources, and in his
case those are very small. What my own astonished eyes saw of Bartleby, that is
all I know of him, except, indeed, one vague report which will appear in the
sequel.
Ere introducing the scrivener, as he first appeared to me, it
is fit I make some mention of myself, my employes, my business, my chambers,
and general surroundings; because some such description is indispensable to an
adequate understanding of the chief character about to be presented.
Imprimis: I am a man who, from his youth upwards, has been
filled with a profound conviction that the easiest way of life is the best.
Hence, though I belong to a profession proverbially energetic and nervous, even
to turbulence, at times, yet nothing of that sort have I ever suffered to
invade my peace. I am one of those unambitious lawyers who never addresses a
jury, or in any way draws down public applause; but in the cool tranquillity of
a snug retreat, do a snug business among rich men's bonds and mortgages and
title-deeds. All who know me consider me an eminently safe man. The late John
Jacob Astor, a personage little given to poetic enthusiasm, had no hesitation
in pronouncing my first grand point to be prudence; my next, method. I do not
speak it in vanity, but simply record the fact, that I was not unemployed in my
profession by the late John Jacob Astor; a name which, I admit, I love to
repeat, for it hath a rounded and orbicular sound to it, and rings like unto
bullion. I will freely add, that I was not insensible to the late John Jacob
Astor's good opinion.
Some time prior to the period at which this little history
begins, my avocations had been largely increased. The good old office, now
extinct in the State of New-York, of a Master in Chancery, had been conferred
upon me. It was not a very arduous office, but very pleasantly remunerative. I
seldom lose my temper; much more seldom indulge in dangerous indignation at
wrongs and outrages; but I must be permitted to be rash here and declare, that
I consider the sudden and violent abrogation of the office of Master of
Chancery, by the new Constitution, as a ---- premature act; inasmuch as I had
counted upon a life-lease of the profits, whereas I only received those of a
few short years. But this is by the way.
My chambers were up stairs at No. -- Wall-street. At one end
they looked upon the white wall of the interior of a spacious sky-light shaft,
penetrating the building from top to bottom. This view might have been
considered rather tame than otherwise, deficient in what landscape painters
call "life." But if so, the view from the other end of my chambers
offered, at least, a contrast, if nothing more. In that direction my windows
commanded an unobstructed view of a lofty brick wall, black by age and
everlasting shade; which wall required no spy-glass to bring out its lurking
beauties, but for the benefit of all near-sighted spectators, was pushed up to
within ten feet of my window panes. Owing to the great height of the
surrounding buildings, and my chambers being on the second floor, the interval
between this wall and mine not a little resembled a huge square cistern.
At the period just preceding the advent of Bartleby, I had two
persons as copyists in my employment, and a promising lad as an office-boy.
First, Turkey; second, Nippers; third, Ginger Nut. These may seem names, the
like of which are not usually found in the Directory. In truth they were
nicknames, mutually conferred upon each other by my three clerks, and were
deemed expressive of their respective persons or characters. Turkey was a
short, pursy Englishman of about my own age, that is, somewhere not far from
sixty. In the morning, one might say, his face was of a fine florid hue, but
after twelve o'clock, meridian--his dinner hour--it blazed like a grate full of
Christmas coals; and continued blazing--but, as it were, with a gradual
wane--till 6 o'clock, P. M. or thereabouts, after which I saw no more of the
proprietor of the face, which gaining its meridian with the sun, seemed to set
with it, to rise, culminate, and decline the following day, with the like
regularity and undiminished glory. There are many singular coincidences I have
known in the course of my life, not the least among which was the fact, that
exactly when Turkey displayed his fullest beams from his red and radiant
countenance, just then, too, at that critical moment, began the daily period
when I considered his business capacities as seriously disturbed for the
remainder of the twenty-four hours. Not that he was absolutely idle, or averse
to business then; far from it. The difficulty was, he was apt to be altogether
too energetic. There was a strange, inflamed, flurried, flighty recklessness of
activity about him. He would be incautious in dipping his pen into his
inkstand. All his blots upon my documents, were dropped there after twelve
o'clock, meridian. Indeed, not only would he be reckless and sadly given to
making blots in the afternoon, but some days he went further, and was rather
noisy. At such times, too, his face flamed with augmented blazonry, as if
cannel coal had been heaped on anthracite. He made an unpleasant racket with
his chair; spilled his sand-box; in mending his pens, impatiently split them
all to pieces, and threw them on the floor in a sudden passion; stood up and
leaned over his table, boxing his papers about in a most indecorous manner,
very sad to behold in an elderly man like him. Nevertheless, as he was in many
ways a most valuable person to me, and all the time before twelve o'clock,
meridian, was the quickest, steadiest creature too, accomplishing a great deal
of work in a style not easy to be matched--for these reasons, I was willing to
overlook his eccentricities, though indeed, occasionally, I remonstrated with
him. I did this very gently, however, because, though the civilest, nay, the
blandest and most reverential of men in the morning, yet in the afternoon he
was disposed, upon provocation, to be slightly rash with his tongue, in fact,
insolent. Now, valuing his morning services as I did, and resolved not to lose
them; yet, at the same time made uncomfortable by his inflamed ways after
twelve o'clock; and being a man of peace, unwilling by my admonitions to call
forth unseemly retorts from him; I took upon me, one Saturday noon (he was
always worse on Saturdays), to hint to him, very kindly, that perhaps now that
he was growing old, it might be well to abridge his labors; in short, he need
not come to my chambers after twelve o'clock, but, dinner over, had best go
home to his lodgings and rest himself till tea-time. But no; he insisted upon
his afternoon devotions. His countenance became intolerably fervid, as he
oratorically assured me--gesticulating with a long ruler at the other end of
the room--that if his services in the morning were useful, how indispensible,
then, in the afternoon?
"With submission, sir," said Turkey on this
occasion, "I consider myself your right-hand man. In the morning I but
marshal and deploy my columns; but in the afternoon I put myself at their head,
and gallantly charge the foe, thus!"--and he made a violent thrust with
the ruler.
"But the blots, Turkey," intimated I.
"True,--but, with submission, sir, behold these hairs! I
am getting old. Surely, sir, a blot or two of a warm afternoon is not to be
severely urged against gray hairs. Old age--even if it blot the page--is
honorable. With submission, sir, we both are getting old."
This appeal to my fellow-feeling was hardly to be resisted. At
all events, I saw that go he would not. So I made up my mind to let him stay,
resolving, nevertheless, to see to it, that during the afternoon he had to do
with my less important papers.
Nippers, the second on my list, was a whiskered, sallow, and,
upon the whole, rather piratical-looking young man of about five and twenty. I
always deemed him the victim of two evil powers--ambition and indigestion. The
ambition was evinced by a certain impatience of the duties of a mere copyist,
an unwarrantable usurpation of strictly professional affairs, such as the
original drawing up of legal documents. The indigestion seemed betokened in an
occasional nervous testiness and grinning irritability, causing the teeth to
audibly grind together over mistakes committed in copying; unnecessary
maledictions, hissed, rather than spoken, in the heat of business; and
especially by a continual discontent with the height of the table where he
worked. Though of a very ingenious mechanical turn, Nippers could never get
this table to suit him. He put chips under it, blocks of various sorts, bits of
pasteboard, and at last went so far as to attempt an exquisite adjustment by
final pieces of folded blotting-paper. But no invention would answer. If, for
the sake of easing his back, he brought the table lid at a sharp angle well up
towards his chin, and wrote there like a man using the steep roof of a Dutch
house for his desk:--then he declared that it stopped the circulation in his
arms. If now he lowered the table to his waistbands, and stooped over it in
writing, then there was a sore aching in his back. In short, the truth of the
matter was, Nippers knew not what he wanted. Or, if he wanted any thing, it was
to be rid of a scrivener's table altogether. Among the manifestations of his
diseased ambition was a fondness he had for receiving visits from certain
ambiguous-looking fellows in seedy coats, whom he called his clients. Indeed I
was aware that not only was he, at times, considerable of a ward-politician,
but he occasionally did a little business at the Justices' courts, and was not
unknown on the steps of the Tombs. I have good reason to believe, however, that
one individual who called upon him at my chambers, and who, with a grand air,
he insisted was his client, was no other than a dun, and the alleged
title-deed, a bill. But with all his failings, and the annoyances he caused me,
Nippers, like his compatriot Turkey, was a very useful man to me; wrote a neat,
swift hand; and, when he chose, was not deficient in a gentlemanly sort of
deportment. Added to this, he always dressed in a gentlemanly sort of way; and
so, incidentally, reflected credit upon my chambers. Whereas with respect to
Turkey, I had much ado to keep him from being a reproach to me. His clothes
were apt to look oily and smell of eating-houses. He wore his pantaloons very
loose and baggy in summer. His coats were execrable; his hat not be to handled.
But while the hat was a thing of indifference to me, inasmuch as his natural
civility and deference, as a dependent Englishman, always led him to doff it
the moment he entered the room, yet his coat was another matter. Concerning his
coats, I reasoned with him; but with no effect. The truth was, I suppose, that
a man with so small an income, could not afford to sport such a lustrous face
and a lustrous coat at one and the same time. As Nippers once observed,
Turkey's money went chiefly for red ink. One winter day I presented Turkey with
a highly-respectable looking coat of my own, a padded gray coat, of a most
comfortable warmth, and which buttoned straight up from the knee to the neck. I
thought Turkey would appreciate the favor, and abate his rashness and
obstreperousness of afternoons. But no. I verily believe that buttoning himself
up in so downy and blanket-like a coat had a pernicious effect upon him; upon
the same principle that too much oats are bad for horses. In fact, precisely as
a rash, restive horse is said to feel his oats, so Turkey felt his coat. It
made him insolent. He was a man whom prosperity harmed.
Though concerning the self-indulgent habits of Turkey I had my
own private surmises, yet touching Nippers I was well persuaded that whatever
might be his faults in other respects, he was, at least, a temperate young man.
But indeed, nature herself seemed to have been his vintner, and at his birth
charged him so thoroughly with an irritable, brandy-like disposition, that all
subsequent potations were needless. When I consider how, amid the stillness of
my chambers, Nippers would sometimes impatiently rise from his seat, and
stooping over his table, spread his arms wide apart, seize the whole desk, and
move it, and jerk it, with a grim, grinding motion on the floor, as if the
table were a perverse voluntary agent, intent on thwarting and vexing him; I
plainly perceive that for Nippers, brandy and water were altogether
superfluous.
It was fortunate for me that, owing to its peculiar
cause--indigestion--the irritability and consequent nervousness of Nippers,
were mainly observable in the morning, while in the afternoon he was
comparatively mild. So that Turkey's paroxysms only coming on about twelve
o'clock, I never had to do with their eccentricities at one time. Their fits
relieved each other like guards. When Nippers' was on, Turkey's was off; and
vice versa. This was a good natural arrangement under the circumstances.
Ginger Nut, the third on my list, was a lad some twelve years
old. His father was a carman, ambitious of seeing his son on the bench instead
of a cart, before he died. So he sent him to my office as student at law,
errand boy, and cleaner and sweeper, at the rate of one dollar a week. He had a
little desk to himself, but he did not use it much. Upon inspection, the drawer
exhibited a great array of the shells of various sorts of nuts. Indeed, to this
quick-witted youth the whole noble science of the law was contained in a
nut-shell. Not the least among the employments of Ginger Nut, as well as one
which he discharged with the most alacrity, was his duty as cake and apple
purveyor for Turkey and Nippers. Copying law papers being proverbially a dry,
husky sort of business, my two scriveners were fain to moisten their mouths
very often with Spitzenbergs to be had at the numerous stalls nigh the Custom
House and Post Office. Also, they sent Ginger Nut very frequently for that
peculiar cake--small, flat, round, and very spicy--after which he had been
named by them. Of a cold morning when business was but dull, Turkey would
gobble up scores of these cakes, as if they were mere wafers--indeed they sell
them at the rate of six or eight for a penny--the scrape of his pen blending
with the crunching of the crisp particles in his mouth. Of all the fiery
afternoon blunders and flurried rashnesses of Turkey, was his once moistening a
ginger-cake between his lips, and clapping it on to a mortgage for a seal. I
came within an ace of dismissing him then. But he mollified me by making an
oriental bow, and saying--"With submission, sir, it was generous of me to
find you in stationery on my own account."
Now my original business--that of a conveyancer and title
hunter, and drawer-up of recondite documents of all sorts--was considerably
increased by receiving the master's office. There was now great work for
scriveners. Not only must I push the clerks already with me, but I must have
additional help. In answer to my advertisement, a motionless young man one
morning, stood upon my office threshold, the door being open, for it was
summer. I can see that figure now--pallidly neat, pitiably respectable,
incurably forlorn! It was Bartleby.
After a few words touching his qualifications, I engaged him,
glad to have among my corps of copyists a man of so singularly sedate an
aspect, which I thought might operate beneficially upon the flighty temper of
Turkey, and the fiery one of Nippers.
I should have stated before that ground glass folding-doors
divided my premises into two parts, one of which was occupied by my scriveners,
the other by myself. According to my humor I threw open these doors, or closed
them. I resolved to assign Bartleby a corner by the folding-doors, but on my
side of them, so as to have this quiet man within easy call, in case any
trifling thing was to be done. I placed his desk close up to a small
side-window in that part of the room, a window which originally had afforded a
lateral view of certain grimy back-yards and bricks, but which, owing to
subsequent erections, commanded at present no view at all, though it gave some
light. Within three feet of the panes was a wall, and the light came down from
far above, between two lofty buildings, as from a very small opening in a dome.
Still further to a satisfactory arrangement, I procured a high green folding
screen, which might entirely isolate Bartleby from my sight, though not remove
him from my voice. And thus, in a manner, privacy and society were conjoined.
At first Bartleby did an extraordinary quantity of writing. As
if long famishing for something to copy, he seemed to gorge himself on my documents.
There was no pause for digestion. He ran a day and night line, copying by
sun-light and by candle-light. I should have been quite delighted with his
application, had be been cheerfully industrious. But he wrote on silently,
palely, mechanically.
It is, of course, an indispensable part of a scrivener's
business to verify the accuracy of his copy, word by word. Where there are two
or more scriveners in an office, they assist each other in this examination,
one reading from the copy, the other holding the original. It is a very dull,
wearisome, and lethargic affair. I can readily imagine that to some sanguine
temperaments it would be altogether intolerable. For example, I cannot credit
that the mettlesome poet Byron would have contentedly sat down with Bartleby to
examine a law document of, say five hundred pages, closely written in a crimpy
hand.
Now and then, in the haste of business, it had been my habit
to assist in comparing some brief document myself, calling Turkey or Nippers
for this purpose. One object I had in placing Bartleby so handy to me behind
the screen, was to avail myself of his services on such trivial occasions. It
was on the third day, I think, of his being with me, and before any necessity
had arisen for having his own writing examined, that, being much hurried to
complete a small affair I had in hand, I abruptly called to Bartleby. In my
haste and natural expectancy of instant compliance, I sat with my head bent
over the original on my desk, and my right hand sideways, and somewhat nervously
extended with the copy, so that immediately upon emerging from his retreat,
Bartleby might snatch it and proceed to business without the least delay.
In this very attitude did I sit when I called to him, rapidly
stating what it was I wanted him to do--namely, to examine a small paper with
me. Imagine my surprise, nay, my consternation, when without moving from his
privacy, Bartleby in a singularly mild, firm voice, replied, "I would
prefer not to."
I sat awhile in perfect silence, rallying my stunned
faculties. Immediately it occurred to me that my ears had deceived me, or
Bartleby had entirely misunderstood my meaning. I repeated my request in the
clearest tone I could assume. But in quite as clear a one came the previous
reply, "I would prefer not to."
"Prefer not to," echoed I, rising in high
excitement, and crossing the room with a stride. "What do you mean? Are
you moon-struck? I want you to help me compare this sheet here--take it,"
and I thrust it towards him.
"I would prefer not to," said he.
I looked at him steadfastly. His face was leanly composed; his
gray eye dimly calm. Not a wrinkle of agitation rippled him. Had there been the
least uneasiness, anger, impatience or impertinence in his manner; in other
words, had there been any thing ordinarily human about him, doubtless I should
have violently dismissed him from the premises. But as it was, I should have as
soon thought of turning my pale plaster-of-paris bust of Cicero out of doors. I
stood gazing at him awhile, as he went on with his own writing, and then
reseated myself at my desk. This is very strange, thought I. What had one best
do? But my business hurried me. I concluded to forget the matter for the
present, reserving it for my future leisure. So calling Nippers from the other
room, the paper was speedily examined.
A few days after this, Bartleby concluded four lengthy
documents, being quadruplicates of a week's testimony taken before me in my
High Court of Chancery. It became necessary to examine them. It was an
important suit, and great accuracy was imperative. Having all things arranged I
called Turkey, Nippers and Ginger Nut from the next room, meaning to place the
four copies in the hands of my four clerks, while I should read from the
original. Accordingly Turkey, Nippers and Ginger Nut had taken their seats in a
row, each with his document in hand, when I called to Bartleby to join this
interesting group.
"Bartleby! quick, I am waiting."
I heard a slow scrape of his chair legs on the uncarpeted
floor, and soon he appeared standing at the entrance of his hermitage.
"What is wanted?" said he mildly.
"The copies, the copies," said I hurriedly. "We
are going to examine them. There"--and I held towards him the fourth
quadruplicate.
"I would prefer not to," he said, and gently
disappeared behind the screen.
For a few moments I was turned into a pillar of salt, standing
at the head of my seated column of clerks. Recovering myself, I advanced
towards the screen, and demanded the reason for such extraordinary conduct.
"Why do you refuse?"
"I would prefer not to."
With any other man I should have flown outright into a
dreadful passion, scorned all further words, and thrust him ignominiously from
my presence. But there was something about Bartleby that not only strangely
disarmed me, but in a wonderful manner touched and disconcerted me. I began to
reason with him.
"These are your own copies we are about to examine. It is
labor saving to you, because one examination will answer for your four papers.
It is common usage. Every copyist is bound to help examine his copy. Is it not
so? Will you not speak? Answer!"
"I prefer not to," he replied in a flute-like tone.
It seemed to me that while I had been addressing him, he carefully revolved
every statement that I made; fully comprehended the meaning; could not gainsay
the irresistible conclusion; but, at the same time, some paramount
consideration prevailed with him to reply as he did.
"You are decided, then, not to comply with my request--a
request made according to common usage and common sense?"
He briefly gave me to understand that on that point my
judgment was sound. Yes: his decision was irreversible.
It is not seldom the case that when a man is browbeaten in
some unprecedented and violently unreasonable way, he begins to stagger in his
own plainest faith. He begins, as it were, vaguely to surmise that, wonderful
as it may be, all the justice and all the reason is on the other side.
Accordingly, if any disinterested persons are present, he turns to them for
some reinforcement for his own faltering mind.
"Turkey," said I, "what do you think of this?
Am I not right?"
"With submission, sir," said Turkey, with his
blandest tone, "I think that you are."
"Nippers," said I, "what do you think of
it?"
"I think I should kick him out of the office."
(The reader of nice perceptions will here perceive that, it
being morning, Turkey's answer is couched in polite and tranquil terms, but
Nippers replies in ill-tempered ones. Or, to repeat a previous sentence,
Nippers's ugly mood was on duty, and Turkey's off.)
"Ginger Nut," said I, willing to enlist the smallest
suffrage in my behalf, "what do you think of it?"
"I think, sir, he's a little luny," replied Ginger
Nut, with a grin.
"You hear what they say," said I, turning towards
the screen, "come forth and do your duty."
But he vouchsafed no reply. I pondered a moment in sore
perplexity. But once more business hurried me. I determined again to postpone
the consideration of this dilemma to my future leisure. With a little trouble
we made out to examine the papers without Bartleby, though at every page or
two, Turkey deferentially dropped his opinion that this proceeding was quite
out of the common; while Nippers, twitching in his chair with a dyspeptic
nervousness, ground out between his set teeth occasional hissing maledictions
against the stubborn oaf behind the screen. And for his (Nippers's) part, this
was the first and the last time he would do another man's business without pay.
Meanwhile Bartleby sat in his hermitage, oblivious to every
thing but his own peculiar business there.
Some days passed, the scrivener being employed upon another
lengthy work. His late remarkable conduct led me to regard his ways narrowly. I
observed that he never went to dinner; indeed that he never went any where. As
yet I had never of my personal knowledge known him to be outside of my office.
He was a perpetual sentry in the corner. At about eleven o'clock though, in the
morning, I noticed that Ginger Nut would advance toward the opening in
Bartleby's screen, as if silently beckoned thither by a gesture invisible to me
where I sat. The boy would then leave the office jingling a few pence, and
reappear with a handful of ginger-nuts which he delivered in the hermitage,
receiving two of the cakes for his trouble.
He lives, then, on ginger-nuts, thought I; never eats a
dinner, properly speaking; he must be a vegetarian then; but no; he never eats
even vegetables, he eats nothing but ginger-nuts. My mind then ran on in
reveries concerning the probable effects upon the human constitution of living
entirely on ginger-nuts. Ginger-nuts are so called because they contain ginger
as one of their peculiar constituents, and the final flavoring one. Now what
was ginger? A hot, spicy thing. Was Bartleby hot and spicy? Not at all. Ginger,
then, had no effect upon Bartleby. Probably he preferred it should have none.
Nothing so aggravates an earnest person as a passive
resistance. If the individual so resisted be of a not inhumane temper, and the
resisting one perfectly harmless in his passivity; then, in the better moods of
the former, he will endeavor charitably to construe to his imagination what
proves impossible to be solved by his judgment. Even so, for the most part, I
regarded Bartleby and his ways. Poor fellow! thought I, he means no mischief;
it is plain he intends no insolence; his aspect sufficiently evinces that his
eccentricities are involuntary. He is useful to me. I can get along with him.
If I turn him away, the chances are he will fall in with some less indulgent
employer, and then he will be rudely treated, and perhaps driven forth
miserably to starve. Yes. Here I can cheaply purchase a delicious
self-approval. To befriend Bartleby; to humor him in his strange wilfulness,
will cost me little or nothing, while I lay up in my soul what will eventually
prove a sweet morsel for my conscience. But this mood was not invariable with
me. The passiveness of Bartleby sometimes irritated me. I felt strangely goaded
on to encounter him in new opposition, to elicit some angry spark from him
answerable to my own. But indeed I might as well have essayed to strike fire
with my knuckles against a bit of Windsor soap. But one afternoon the evil
impulse in me mastered me, and the following little scene ensued:
"Bartleby," said I, "when those papers are all
copied, I will compare them with you."
"I would prefer not to."
"How? Surely you do not mean to persist in that mulish
vagary?"
No answer.
I threw open the folding-doors near by, and turning upon
Turkey and Nippers, exclaimed in an excited manner--
"He says, a second time, he won't examine his papers.
What do you think of it, Turkey?"
It was afternoon, be it remembered. Turkey sat glowing like a
brass boiler, his bald head steaming, his hands reeling among his blotted
papers.
"Think of it?" roared Turkey; "I think I'll just
step behind his screen, and black his eyes for him!"
So saying, Turkey rose to his feet and threw his arms into a
pugilistic position. He was hurrying away to make good his promise, when I
detained him, alarmed at the effect of incautiously rousing Turkey's
combativeness after dinner.
"Sit down, Turkey," said I, "and hear what
Nippers has to say. What do you think of it, Nippers? Would I not be justified
in immediately dismissing Bartleby?"
"Excuse me, that is for you to decide, sir. I think his
conduct quite unusual, and indeed unjust, as regards Turkey and myself. But it
may only be a passing whim."
"Ah," exclaimed I, "you have strangely changed
your mind then--you speak very gently of him now."
"All beer," cried Turkey; "gentleness is
effects of beer--Nippers and I dined together to-day. You see how gentle I am,
sir. Shall I go and black his eyes?"
"You refer to Bartleby, I suppose. No, not to-day,
Turkey," I replied; "pray, put up your fists."
I closed the doors, and again advanced towards Bartleby. I
felt additional incentives tempting me to my fate. I burned to be rebelled
against again. I remembered that Bartleby never left the office.
"Bartleby," said I, "Ginger Nut is away; just
step round to the Post Office, won't you? (it was but a three minutes walk,)
and see if there is any thing for me."
"I would prefer not to."
"You will not?"
"I prefer not."
I staggered to my desk, and sat there in a deep study. My
blind inveteracy returned. Was there any other thing in which I could procure
myself to be ignominiously repulsed by this lean, penniless wight?--my hired
clerk? What added thing is there, perfectly reasonable, that he will be sure to
refuse to do?
"Bartleby!"
No answer.
"Bartleby," in a louder tone.
No answer.
"Bartleby," I roared.
Like a very ghost, agreeably to the laws of magical
invocation, at the third summons, he appeared at the entrance of his hermitage.
"Go to the next room, and tell Nippers to come to
me."
"I prefer not to," he respectfully and slowly said,
and mildly disappeared.
"Very good, Bartleby," said I, in a quiet sort of
serenely severe self-possessed tone, intimating the unalterable purpose of some
terrible retribution very close at hand. At the moment I half intended
something of the kind. But upon the whole, as it was drawing towards my
dinner-hour, I thought it best to put on my hat and walk home for the day,
suffering much from perplexity and distress of mind.
Shall I acknowledge it? The conclusion of this whole business
was, that it soon became a fixed fact of my chambers, that a pale young
scrivener, by the name of Bartleby, had a desk there; that he copied for me at
the usual rate of four cents a folio (one hundred words); but he was permanently
exempt from examining the work done by him, that duty being transferred to
Turkey and Nippers, one of compliment doubtless to their superior acuteness;
moreover, said Bartleby was never on any account to be dispatched on the most
trivial errand of any sort; and that even if entreated to take upon him such a
matter, it was generally understood that he would prefer not to--in other
words, that he would refuse point-blank.
As days passed on, I became considerably reconciled to
Bartleby. His steadiness, his freedom from all dissipation, his incessant
industry (except when he chose to throw himself into a standing revery behind
his screen), his great stillness, his unalterableness of demeanor under all
circumstances, made him a valuable acquisition. One prime thing was this,--he
was always there;--first in the morning, continually through the day, and the
last at night. I had a singular confidence in his honesty. I felt my most
precious papers perfectly safe in his hands. Sometimes to be sure I could not, for
the very soul of me, avoid falling into sudden spasmodic passions with him. For
it was exceeding difficult to bear in mind all the time those strange
peculiarities, privileges, and unheard of exemptions, forming the tacit
stipulations on Bartleby's part under which he remained in my office. Now and
then, in the eagerness of dispatching pressing business, I would inadvertently
summon Bartleby, in a short, rapid tone, to put his finger, say, on the
incipient tie of a bit of red tape with which I was about compressing some
papers. Of course, from behind the screen the usual answer, "I prefer not
to," was sure to come; and then, how could a human creature with the
common infirmities of our nature, refrain from bitterly exclaiming upon such
perverseness--such unreasonableness. However, every added repulse of this sort
which I received only tended to lessen the probability of my repeating the
inadvertence.
Here it must be said, that according to the custom of most
legal gentlemen occupying chambers in densely-populated law buildings, there
were several keys to my door. One was kept by a woman residing in the attic,
which person weekly scrubbed and daily swept and dusted my apartments. Another
was kept by Turkey for convenience sake. The third I sometimes carried in my
own pocket. The fourth I knew not who had.
Now, one Sunday morning I happened to go to Trinity Church, to
hear a celebrated preacher, and finding myself rather early on the ground, I
thought I would walk round to my chambers for a while. Luckily I had my key
with me; but upon applying it to the lock, I found it resisted by something
inserted from the inside. Quite surprised, I called out; when to my
consternation a key was turned from within; and thrusting his lean visage at
me, and holding the door ajar, the apparition of Bartleby appeared, in his
shirt sleeves, and otherwise in a strangely tattered dishabille, saying quietly
that he was sorry, but he was deeply engaged just then, and--preferred not
admitting me at present. In a brief word or two, he moreover added, that
perhaps I had better walk round the block two or three times, and by that time
he would probably have concluded his affairs.
Now, the utterly unsurmised appearance of Bartleby, tenanting
my law-chambers of a Sunday morning, with his cadaverously gentlemanly
nonchalance, yet withal firm and self-possessed, had such a strange effect upon
me, that incontinently I slunk away from my own door, and did as desired. But
not without sundry twinges of impotent rebellion against the mild effrontery of
this unaccountable scrivener. Indeed, it was his wonderful mildness chiefly,
which not only disarmed me, but unmanned me, as it were. For I consider that
one, for the time, is a sort of unmanned when he tranquilly permits his hired
clerk to dictate to him, and order him away from his own premises. Furthermore,
I was full of uneasiness as to what Bartleby could possibly be doing in my
office in his shirt sleeves, and in an otherwise dismantled condition of a
Sunday morning. Was any thing amiss going on? Nay, that was out of the
question. It was not to be thought of for a moment that Bartleby was an immoral
person. But what could he be doing there?--copying? Nay again, whatever might
be his eccentricities, Bartleby was an eminently decorous person. He would be
the last man to sit down to his desk in any state approaching to nudity.
Besides, it was Sunday; and there was something about Bartleby that forbade the
supposition that we would by any secular occupation violate the proprieties of
the day.
Nevertheless, my mind was not pacified; and full of a restless
curiosity, at last I returned to the door. Without hindrance I inserted my key,
opened it, and entered. Bartleby was not to be seen. I looked round anxiously,
peeped behind his screen; but it was very plain that he was gone. Upon more
closely examining the place, I surmised that for an indefinite period Bartleby
must have ate, dressed, and slept in my office, and that too without plate,
mirror, or bed. The cushioned seat of a ricketty old sofa in one corner bore
the faint impress of a lean, reclining form. Rolled away under his desk, I
found a blanket; under the empty grate, a blacking box and brush; on a chair, a
tin basin, with soap and a ragged towel; in a newspaper a few crumbs of
ginger-nuts and a morsel of cheese. Yet, thought I, it is evident enough that
Bartleby has been making his home here, keeping bachelor's hall all by himself.
Immediately then the thought came sweeping across me, What miserable
friendlessness and loneliness are here revealed! His poverty is great; but his
solitude, how horrible! Think of it. Of a Sunday, Wall-street is deserted as
Petra; and every night of every day it is an emptiness. This building too,
which of week-days hums with industry and life, at nightfall echoes with sheer
vacancy, and all through Sunday is forlorn. And here Bartleby makes his home;
sole spectator of a solitude which he has seen all populous--a sort of innocent
and transformed Marius brooding among the ruins of Carthage!
For the first time in my life a feeling of overpowering
stinging melancholy seized me. Before, I had never experienced aught but a
not-unpleasing sadness. The bond of a common humanity now drew me irresistibly
to gloom. A fraternal melancholy! For both I and Bartleby were sons of Adam. I
remembered the bright silks and sparkling faces I had seen that day, in gala
trim, swan-like sailing down the Mississippi of Broadway; and I contrasted them
with the pallid copyist, and thought to myself, Ah, happiness courts the light,
so we deem the world is gay; but misery hides aloof, so we deem that misery
there is none. These sad fancyings--chimeras, doubtless, of a sick and silly
brain--led on to other and more special thoughts, concerning the eccentricities
of Bartleby. Presentiments of strange discoveries hovered round me. The
scrivener's pale form appeared to me laid out, among uncaring strangers, in its
shivering winding sheet.
Suddenly I was attracted by Bartleby's closed desk, the key in
open sight left in the lock.
I mean no mischief, seek the gratification of no heartless
curiosity, thought I; besides, the desk is mine, and its contents too, so I
will make bold to look within. Every thing was methodically arranged, the
papers smoothly placed. The pigeon holes were deep, and removing the files of
documents, I groped into their recesses. Presently I felt something there, and
dragged it out. It was an old bandanna handkerchief, heavy and knotted. I
opened it, and saw it was a savings' bank.
I now recalled all the quiet mysteries which I had noted in
the man. I remembered that he never spoke but to answer; that though at
intervals he had considerable time to himself, yet I had never seen him
reading--no, not even a newspaper; that for long periods he would stand looking
out, at his pale window behind the screen, upon the dead brick wall; I was
quite sure he never visited any refectory or eating house; while his pale face
clearly indicated that he never drank beer like Turkey, or tea and coffee even,
like other men; that he never went any where in particular that I could learn;
never went out for a walk, unless indeed that was the case at present; that he
had declined telling who he was, or whence he came, or whether he had any
relatives in the world; that though so thin and pale, he never complained of
ill health. And more than all, I remembered a certain unconscious air of
pallid--how shall I call it?--of pallid haughtiness, say, or rather an austere
reserve about him, which had positively awed me into my tame compliance with
his eccentricities, when I had feared to ask him to do the slightest incidental
thing for me, even though I might know, from his long-continued motionlessness,
that behind his screen he must be standing in one of those dead-wall reveries
of his.
Revolving all these things, and coupling them with the
recently discovered fact that he made my office his constant abiding place and
home, and not forgetful of his morbid moodiness; revolving all these things, a
prudential feeling began to steal over me. My first emotions had been those of
pure melancholy and sincerest pity; but just in proportion as the forlornness
of Bartleby grew and grew to my imagination, did that same melancholy merge
into fear, that pity into repulsion. So true it is, and so terrible too, that
up to a certain point the thought or sight of misery enlists our best
affections; but, in certain special cases, beyond that point it does not. They
err who would assert that invariably this is owing to the inherent selfishness
of the human heart. It rather proceeds from a certain hopelessness of remedying
excessive and organic ill. To a sensitive being, pity is not seldom pain. And
when at last it is perceived that such pity cannot lead to effectual succor,
common sense bids the soul be rid of it. What I saw that morning persuaded me
that the scrivener was the victim of innate and incurable disorder. I might
give alms to his body; but his body did not pain him; it was his soul that
suffered, and his soul I could not reach.
I did not accomplish the purpose of going to Trinity Church
that morning. Somehow, the things I had seen disqualified me for the time from
church-going. I walked homeward, thinking what I would do with Bartleby.
Finally, I resolved upon this;--I would put certain calm questions to him the
next morning, touching his history, etc., and if he declined to answer then
openly and reservedly (and I supposed he would prefer not), then to give him a
twenty dollar bill over and above whatever I might owe him, and tell him his
services were no longer required; but that if in any other way I could assist
him, I would be happy to do so, especially if he desired to return to his
native place, wherever that might be, I would willingly help to defray the
expenses. Moreover, if, after reaching home, he found himself at any time in
want of aid, a letter from him would be sure of a reply.
The next morning came.
"Bartleby," said I, gently calling to him behind his
screen.
No reply.
"Bartleby," said I, in a still gentler tone,
"come here; I am not going to ask you to do any thing you would prefer not
to do--I simply wish to speak to you."
Upon this he noiselessly slid into view.
"Will you tell me, Bartleby, where you were born?"
"I would prefer not to."
"Will you tell me any thing about yourself?"
"I would prefer not to."
"But what reasonable objection can you have to speak to
me? I feel friendly towards you."
He did not look at me while I spoke, but kept his glance fixed
upon my bust of Cicero, which as I then sat, was directly behind me, some six
inches above my head.
"What is your answer, Bartleby?" said I, after
waiting a considerable time for a reply, during which his countenance remained
immovable, only there was the faintest conceivable tremor of the white
attenuated mouth.
"At present I prefer to give no answer," he said,
and retired into his hermitage.
It was rather weak in me I confess, but his manner on this
occasion nettled me. Not only did there seem to lurk in it a certain disdain,
but his perverseness seemed ungrateful, considering the undeniable good usage
and indulgence he had received from me.
Again I sat ruminating what I should do. Mortified as I was at
his behavior, and resolved as I had been to dismiss him when I entered my
office, nevertheless I strangely felt something superstitious knocking at my
heart, and forbidding me to carry out my purpose, and denouncing me for a
villain if I dared to breathe one bitter word against this forlornest of
mankind. At last, familiarly drawing my chair behind his screen, I sat down and
said: "Bartleby, never mind then about revealing your history; but let me
entreat you, as a friend, to comply as far as may be with the usages of this
office. Say now you will help to examine papers to-morrow or next day: in
short, say now that in a day or two you will begin to be a little
reasonable:--say so, Bartleby."
"At present I would prefer not to be a little
reasonable," was his mildly cadaverous reply.
Just then the folding-doors opened, and Nippers approached. He
seemed suffering from an unusually bad night's rest, induced by severer
indigestion than common. He overheard those final words of Bartleby.
"Prefer not, eh?" gritted Nippers--"I'd prefer
him, if I were you, sir," addressing me--"I'd prefer him; I'd give
him preferences, the stubborn mule! What is it, sir, pray, that he prefers not
to do now?"
Bartleby moved not a limb.
"Mr. Nippers," said I, "I'd prefer that you
would withdraw for the present."
Somehow, of late I had got into the way of involuntarily using
this word "prefer" upon all sorts of not exactly suitable occasions.
And I trembled to think that my contact with the scrivener had already and
seriously affected me in a mental way. And what further and deeper aberration
might it not yet produce? This apprehension had not been without efficacy in
determining me to summary means.
As Nippers, looking very sour and sulky, was departing, Turkey
blandly and deferentially approached.
"With submission, sir," said he, "yesterday I
was thinking about Bartleby here, and I think that if he would but prefer to
take a quart of good ale every day, it would do much towards mending him, and
enabling him to assist in examining his papers."
"So you have got the word too," said I, slightly
excited.
"With submission, what word, sir," asked Turkey,
respectfully crowding himself into the contracted space behind the screen, and
by so doing, making me jostle the scrivener. "What word, sir?"
"I would prefer to be left alone here," said
Bartleby, as if offended at being mobbed in his privacy.
"That's the word, Turkey," said I--"that's
it."
"Oh, prefer? oh yes--queer word. I never use it myself.
But, sir, as I was saying, if he would but prefer--"
"Turkey," interrupted I, "you will please
withdraw."
"Oh, certainly, sir, if you prefer that I should."
As he opened the folding-door to retire, Nippers at his desk
caught a glimpse of me, and asked whether I would prefer to have a certain
paper copied on blue paper or white. He did not in the least roguishly accent
the word prefer. It was plain that it involuntarily rolled from his tongue. I
thought to myself, surely I must get rid of a demented man, who already has in
some degree turned the tongues, if not the heads of myself and clerks. But I
thought it prudent not to break the dismission at once.
The next day I noticed that Bartleby did nothing but stand at
his window in his dead-wall revery. Upon asking him why he did not write, he
said that he had decided upon doing no more writing.
"Why, how now? what next?" exclaimed I, "do no
more writing?"
"No more."
"And what is the reason?"
"Do you not see the reason for yourself," he
indifferently replied.
I looked steadfastly at him, and perceived that his eyes
looked dull and glazed. Instantly it occurred to me, that his unexampled
diligence in copying by his dim window for the first few weeks of his stay with
me might have temporarily impaired his vision.
I was touched. I said something in condolence with him. I
hinted that of course he did wisely in abstaining from writing for a while; and
urged him to embrace that opportunity of taking wholesome exercise in the open
air. This, however, he did not do. A few days after this, my other clerks being
absent, and being in a great hurry to dispatch certain letters by the mail, I
thought that, having nothing else earthly to do, Bartleby would surely be less
inflexible than usual, and carry these letters to the post-office. But he
blankly declined. So, much to my inconvenience, I went myself.
Still added days went by. Whether Bartleby's eyes improved or
not, I could not say. To all appearance, I thought they did. But when I asked
him if they did, he vouchsafed no answer. At all events, he would do no
copying. At last, in reply to my urgings, he informed me that he had
permanently given up copying.
"What!" exclaimed I; "suppose your eyes should
get entirely well--better than ever before--would you not copy then?"
"I have given up copying," he answered, and slid
aside.
He remained as ever, a fixture in my chamber. Nay--if that
were possible--he became still more of a fixture than before. What was to be
done? He would do nothing in the office: why should he stay there? In plain
fact, he had now become a millstone to me, not only useless as a necklace, but
afflictive to bear. Yet I was sorry for him. I speak less than truth when I say
that, on his own account, he occasioned me uneasiness. If he would but have
named a single relative or friend, I would instantly have written, and urged
their taking the poor fellow away to some convenient retreat. But he seemed
alone, absolutely alone in the universe. A bit of wreck in the mid Atlantic. At
length, necessities connected with my business tyrannized over all other
considerations. Decently as I could, I told Bartleby that in six days' time he
must unconditionally leave the office. I warned him to take measures, in the
interval, for procuring some other abode. I offered to assist him in this
endeavor, if he himself would but take the first step towards a removal.
"And when you finally quit me, Bartleby," added I, "I shall see
that you go not away entirely unprovided. Six days from this hour,
remember."
At the expiration of that period, I peeped behind the screen,
and lo! Bartleby was there.
I buttoned up my coat, balanced myself; advanced slowly
towards him, touched his shoulder, and said, "The time has come; you must
quit this place; I am sorry for you; here is money; but you must go."
"I would prefer not," he replied, with his back
still towards me.
"You must."
He remained silent.
Now I had an unbounded confidence in this man's common
honesty. He had frequently restored to me sixpences and shillings carelessly
dropped upon the floor, for I am apt to be very reckless in such shirt-button affairs.
The proceeding then which followed will not be deemed extraordinary.
"Bartleby," said I, "I owe you twelve dollars
on account; here are thirty-two; the odd twenty are yours.--Will you take
it?" and I handed the bills towards him.
But he made no motion.
"I will leave them here then," putting them under a
weight on the table. Then taking my hat and cane and going to the door I
tranquilly turned and added--"After you have removed your things from
these offices, Bartleby, you will of course lock the door--since every one is
now gone for the day but you--and if you please, slip your key underneath the
mat, so that I may have it in the morning. I shall not see you again; so
good-bye to you. If hereafter in your new place of abode I can be of any service
to you, do not fail to advise me by letter. Good-bye, Bartleby, and fare you
well."
But he answered not a word; like the last column of some
ruined temple, he remained standing mute and solitary in the middle of the
otherwise deserted room.
As I walked home in a pensive mood, my vanity got the better
of my pity. I could not but highly plume myself on my masterly management in
getting rid of Bartleby. Masterly I call it, and such it must appear to any
dispassionate thinker. The beauty of my procedure seemed to consist in its
perfect quietness. There was no vulgar bullying, no bravado of any sort, no
choleric hectoring, and striding to and fro across the apartment, jerking out
vehement commands for Bartleby to bundle himself off with his beggarly traps. Nothing
of the kind. Without loudly bidding Bartleby depart--as an inferior genius
might have done--I assumed the ground that depart he must; and upon the
assumption built all I had to say. The more I thought over my procedure, the
more I was charmed with it. Nevertheless, next morning, upon awakening, I had
my doubts,--I had somehow slept off the fumes of vanity. One of the coolest and
wisest hours a man has, is just after he awakes in the morning. My procedure
seemed as sagacious as ever,--but only in theory. How it would prove in
practice--there was the rub. It was truly a beautiful thought to have assumed
Bartleby's departure; but, after all, that assumption was simply my own, and
none of Bartleby's. The great point was, not whether I had assumed that he would
quit me, but whether he would prefer so to do. He was more a man of preferences
than assumptions.
After breakfast, I walked down town, arguing the probabilities
pro and con. One moment I thought it would prove a miserable failure, and
Bartleby would be found all alive at my office as usual; the next moment it
seemed certain that I should see his chair empty. And so I kept veering about.
At the corner of Broadway and Canal-street, I saw quite an excited group of
people standing in earnest conversation.
"I'll take odds he doesn't," said a voice as I
passed.
"Doesn't go?--done!" said I, "put up your
money."
I was instinctively putting my hand in my pocket to produce my
own, when I remembered that this was an election day. The words I had overheard
bore no reference to Bartleby, but to the success or non-success of some
candidate for the mayoralty. In my intent frame of mind, I had, as it were,
imagined that all Broadway shared in my excitement, and were debating the same
question with me. I passed on, very thankful that the uproar of the street
screened my momentary absent-mindedness.
As I had intended, I was earlier than usual at my office door.
I stood listening for a moment. All was still. He must be gone. I tried the
knob. The door was locked. Yes, my procedure had worked to a charm; he indeed
must be vanished. Yet a certain melancholy mixed with this: I was almost sorry
for my brilliant success. I was fumbling under the door mat for the key, which
Bartleby was to have left there for me, when accidentally my knee knocked
against a panel, producing a summoning sound, and in response a voice came to
me from within--"Not yet; I am occupied."
It was Bartleby.
I was thunderstruck. For an instant I stood like the man who,
pipe in mouth, was killed one cloudless afternoon long ago in Virginia, by
summer lightning; at his own warm open window he was killed, and remained
leaning out there upon the dreamy afternoon, till some one touched him, when he
fell.
"Not gone!" I murmured at last. But again obeying
that wondrous ascendancy which the inscrutable scrivener had over me, and from
which ascendency, for all my chafing, I could not completely escape, I slowly
went down stairs and out into the street, and while walking round the block,
considered what I should next do in this unheard-of perplexity. Turn the man
out by an actual thrusting I could not; to drive him away by calling him hard
names would not do; calling in the police was an unpleasant idea; and yet,
permit him to enjoy his cadaverous triumph over me,--this too I could not think
of. What was to be done? or, if nothing could be done, was there any thing
further that I could assume in the matter? Yes, as before I had prospectively
assumed that Bartleby would depart, so now I might retrospectively assume that
departed he was. In the legitimate carrying out of this assumption, I might
enter my office in a great hurry, and pretending not to see Bartleby at all, walk
straight against him as if he were air. Such a proceeding would in a singular
degree have the appearance of a home-thrust. It was hardly possible that
Bartleby could withstand such an application of the doctrine of assumptions.
But upon second thoughts the success of the plan seemed rather dubious. I
resolved to argue the matter over with him again.
"Bartleby," said I, entering the office, with a
quietly severe expression, "I am seriously displeased. I am pained,
Bartleby. I had thought better of you. I had imagined you of such a gentlemanly
organization, that in any delicate dilemma a slight hint would suffice--in
short, an assumption. But it appears I am deceived. Why," I added,
unaffectedly starting, "you have not even touched the money yet,"
pointing to it, just where I had left it the evening previous.
He answered nothing.
"Will you, or will you not, quit me?" I now demanded
in a sudden passion, advancing close to him.
"I would prefer not to quit you," he replied, gently
emphasizing the not.
"What earthly right have you to stay here? Do you pay any
rent? Do you pay my taxes? Or is this property yours?"
He answered nothing.
"Are you ready to go on and write now? Are your eyes
recovered? Could you copy a small paper for me this morning? or help examine a
few lines? or step round to the post-office? In a word, will you do any thing
at all, to give a coloring to your refusal to depart the premises?"
He silently retired into his hermitage.
I was now in such a state of nervous resentment that I thought
it but prudent to check myself at present from further demonstrations. Bartleby
and I were alone. I remembered the tragedy of the unfortunate Adams and the
still more unfortunate Colt in the solitary office of the latter; and how poor
Colt, being dreadfully incensed by Adams, and imprudently permitting himself to
get wildly excited, was at unawares hurried into his fatal act--an act which
certainly no man could possibly deplore more than the actor himself. Often it
had occurred to me in my ponderings upon the subject, that had that altercation
taken place in the public street, or at a private residence, it would not have
terminated as it did. It was the circumstance of being alone in a solitary
office, up stairs, of a building entirely unhallowed by humanizing domestic
associations--an uncarpeted office, doubtless, of a dusty, haggard sort of
appearance;--this it must have been, which greatly helped to enhance the
irritable desperation of the hapless Colt.
But when this old Adam of resentment rose in me and tempted me
concerning Bartleby, I grappled him and threw him. How? Why, simply by
recalling the divine injunction: "A new commandment give I unto you, that
ye love one another." Yes, this it was that saved me. Aside from higher
considerations, charity often operates as a vastly wise and prudent
principle--a great safeguard to its possessor. Men have committed murder for
jealousy's sake, and anger's sake, and hatred's sake, and selfishness' sake,
and spiritual pride's sake; but no man that ever I heard of, ever committed a
diabolical murder for sweet charity's sake. Mere self-interest, then, if no
better motive can be enlisted, should, especially with high-tempered men,
prompt all beings to charity and philanthropy. At any rate, upon the occasion
in question, I strove to drown my exasperated feelings towards the scrivener by
benevolently construing his conduct. Poor fellow, poor fellow! thought I, he
don't mean any thing; and besides, he has seen hard times, and ought to be
indulged.
I endeavored also immediately to occupy myself, and at the
same time to comfort my despondency. I tried to fancy that in the course of the
morning, at such time as might prove agreeable to him, Bartleby, of his own
free accord, would emerge from his hermitage, and take up some decided line of
march in the direction of the door. But no. Half-past twelve o'clock came;
Turkey began to glow in the face, overturn his inkstand, and become generally
obstreperous; Nippers abated down into quietude and courtesy; Ginger Nut
munched his noon apple; and Bartleby remained standing at his window in one of
his profoundest dead-wall reveries. Will it be credited? Ought I to acknowledge
it? That afternoon I left the office without saying one further word to him.
Some days now passed, during which, at leisure intervals I
looked a little into "Edwards on the Will," and "Priestley on
Necessity." Under the circumstances, those books induced a salutary
feeling. Gradually I slid into the persuasion that these troubles of mine
touching the scrivener, had been all predestinated from eternity, and Bartleby
was billeted upon me for some mysterious purpose of an all-wise Providence,
which it was not for a mere mortal like me to fathom. Yes, Bartleby, stay there
behind your screen, thought I; I shall persecute you no more; you are harmless
and noiseless as any of these old chairs; in short, I never feel so private as
when I know you are here. At least I see it, I feel it; I penetrate to the
predestinated purpose of my life. I am content. Others may have loftier parts
to enact; but my mission in this world, Bartleby, is to furnish you with
office-room for such period as you may see fit to remain.
I believe that this wise and blessed frame of mind would have
continued with me, had it not been for the unsolicited and uncharitable remarks
obtruded upon me by my professional friends who visited the rooms. But thus it
often is, that the constant friction of illiberal minds wears out at last the
best resolves of the more generous. Though to be sure, when I reflected upon
it, it was not strange that people entering my office should be struck by the
peculiar aspect of the unaccountable Bartleby, and so be tempted to throw out
some sinister observations concerning him. Sometimes an attorney having
business with me, and calling at my office, and finding no one but the
scrivener there, would undertake to obtain some sort of precise information
from him touching my whereabouts; but without heeding his idle talk, Bartleby
would remain standing immovable in the middle of the room. So after
contemplating him in that position for a time, the attorney would depart, no
wiser than he came.
Also, when a Reference was going on, and the room full of
lawyers and witnesses and business was driving fast; some deeply occupied legal
gentleman present, seeing Bartleby wholly unemployed, would request him to run
round to his (the legal gentleman's) office and fetch some papers for him.
Thereupon, Bartleby would tranquilly decline, and yet remain idle as before.
Then the lawyer would give a great stare, and turn to me. And what could I say?
At last I was made aware that all through the circle of my professional
acquaintance, a whisper of wonder was running round, having reference to the
strange creature I kept at my office. This worried me very much. And as the
idea came upon me of his possibly turning out a long-lived man, and keep
occupying my chambers, and denying my authority; and perplexing my visitors;
and scandalizing my professional reputation; and casting a general gloom over
the premises; keeping soul and body together to the last upon his savings (for
doubtless he spent but half a dime a day), and in the end perhaps outlive me,
and claim possession of my office by right of his perpetual occupancy: as all
these dark anticipations crowded upon me more and more, and my friends
continually intruded their relentless remarks upon the apparition in my room; a
great change was wrought in me. I resolved to gather all my faculties together,
and for ever rid me of this intolerable incubus.
Ere revolving any complicated project, however, adapted to
this end, I first simply suggested to Bartleby the propriety of his permanent
departure. In a calm and serious tone, I commended the idea to his careful and
mature consideration. But having taken three days to meditate upon it, he
apprised me that his original determination remained the same; in short, that
he still preferred to abide with me.
What shall I do? I now said to myself, buttoning up my coat to
the last button. What shall I do? what ought I to do? what does conscience say
I should do with this man, or rather ghost. Rid myself of him, I must; go, he
shall. But how? You will not thrust him, the poor, pale, passive mortal,--you
will not thrust such a helpless creature out of your door? you will not
dishonor yourself by such cruelty? No, I will not, I cannot do that. Rather
would I let him live and die here, and then mason up his remains in the wall.
What then will you do? For all your coaxing, he will not budge. Bribes he
leaves under your own paperweight on your table; in short, it is quite plain
that he prefers to cling to you.
Then something severe, something unusual must be done. What!
surely you will not have him collared by a constable, and commit his innocent pallor
to the common jail? And upon what ground could you procure such a thing to be
done?--a vagrant, is he? What! he a vagrant, a wanderer, who refuses to budge?
It is because he will not be a vagrant, then, that you seek to count him as a
vagrant. That is too absurd. No visible means of support: there I have him.
Wrong again: for indubitably he does support himself, and that is the only
unanswerable proof that any man can show of his possessing the means so to do.
No more then. Since he will not quit me, I must quit him. I will change my
offices; I will move elsewhere; and give him fair notice, that if I find him on
my new premises I will then proceed against him as a common trespasser.
Acting accordingly, next day I thus addressed him: "I
find these chambers too far from the City Hall; the air is unwholesome. In a
word, I propose to remove my offices next week, and shall no longer require
your services. I tell you this now, in order that you may seek another
place."
He made no reply, and nothing more was said.
On the appointed day I engaged carts and men, proceeded to my
chambers, and having but little furniture, every thing was removed in a few
hours. Throughout, the scrivener remained standing behind the screen, which I
directed to be removed the last thing. It was withdrawn; and being folded up
like a huge folio, left him the motionless occupant of a naked room. I stood in
the entry watching him a moment, while something from within me upbraided me.
I re-entered, with my hand in my pocket--and--and my heart in
my mouth.
"Good-bye, Bartleby; I am going--good-bye, and God some
way bless you; and take that," slipping something in his hand. But it
dropped upon the floor, and then,--strange to say--I tore myself from him whom
I had so longed to be rid of.
Established in my new quarters, for a day or two I kept the
door locked, and started at every footfall in the passages. When I returned to
my rooms after any little absence, I would pause at the threshold for an
instant, and attentively listen, ere applying my key. But these fears were
needless. Bartleby never came nigh me.
I thought all was going well, when a perturbed looking
stranger visited me, inquiring whether I was the person who had recently
occupied rooms at No. -- Wall-street.
Full of forebodings, I replied that I was.
"Then sir," said the stranger, who proved a lawyer,
"you are responsible for the man you left there. He refuses to do any
copying; he refuses to do any thing; he says he prefers not to; and he refuses
to quit the premises."
"I am very sorry, sir," said I, with assumed
tranquillity, but an inward tremor, "but, really, the man you allude to is
nothing to me--he is no relation or apprentice of mine, that you should hold me
responsible for him."
"In mercy's name, who is he?"
"I certainly cannot inform you. I know nothing about him.
Formerly I employed him as a copyist; but he has done nothing for me now for
some time past."
"I shall settle him then,--good morning, sir."
Several days passed, and I heard nothing more; and though I
often felt a charitable prompting to call at the place and see poor Bartleby,
yet a certain squeamishness of I know not what withheld me.
All is over with him, by this time, thought I at last, when
through another week no further intelligence reached me. But coming to my room
the day after, I found several persons waiting at my door in a high state of
nervous excitement.
"That's the man--here he comes," cried the foremost
one, whom I recognized as the lawyer who had previously called upon me alone.
"You must take him away, sir, at once," cried a
portly person among them, advancing upon me, and whom I knew to be the landlord
of No. -- Wall-street. "These gentlemen, my tenants, cannot stand it any
longer; Mr. B----" pointing to the lawyer, "has turned him out of his
room, and he now persists in haunting the building generally, sitting upon the
banisters of the stairs by day, and sleeping in the entry by night. Every body
is concerned; clients are leaving the offices; some fears are entertained of a
mob; something you must do, and that without delay."
Aghast at this torrent, I fell back before it, and would fain
have locked myself in my new quarters. In vain I persisted that Bartleby was
nothing to me--no more than to any one else. In vain:--I was the last person
known to have any thing to do with him, and they held me to the terrible
account. Fearful then of being exposed in the papers (as one person present
obscurely threatened) I considered the matter, and at length said, that if the
lawyer would give me a confidential interview with the scrivener, in his (the
lawyer's) own room, I would that afternoon strive my best to rid them of the
nuisance they complained of.
Going up stairs to my old haunt, there was Bartleby silently
sitting upon the banister at the landing.
"What are you doing here, Bartleby?" said I.
"Sitting upon the banister," he mildly replied.
I motioned him into the lawyer's room, who then left us.
"Bartleby," said I, "are you aware that you are
the cause of great tribulation to me, by persisting in occupying the entry
after being dismissed from the office?"
No answer.
"Now one of two things must take place. Either you must
do something, or something must be done to you. Now what sort of business would
you like to engage in? Would you like to re-engage in copying for some
one?"
"No; I would prefer not to make any change."
"Would you like a clerkship in a dry-goods store?"
"There is too much confinement about that. No, I would
not like a clerkship; but I am not particular."
"Too much confinement," I cried, "why you keep
yourself confined all the time!"
"I would prefer not to take a clerkship," he
rejoined, as if to settle that little item at once.
"How would a bar-tender's business suit you? There is no
trying of the eyesight in that."
"I would not like it at all; though, as I said before, I
am not particular."
His unwonted wordiness inspirited me. I returned to the
charge.
"Well then, would you like to travel through the country
collecting bills for the merchants? That would improve your health."
"No, I would prefer to be doing something else."
"How then would going as a companion to Europe, to
entertain some young gentleman with your conversation,--how would that suit
you?"
"Not at all. It does not strike me that there is any
thing definite about that. I like to be stationary. But I am not
particular."
"Stationary you shall be then," I cried, now losing
all patience, and for the first time in all my exasperating connection with him
fairly flying into a passion. "If you do not go away from these premises
before night, I shall feel bound--indeed I am bound--to--to--to quit the
premises myself!" I rather absurdly concluded, knowing not with what
possible threat to try to frighten his immobility into compliance. Despairing
of all further efforts, I was precipitately leaving him, when a final thought
occurred to me--one which had not been wholly unindulged before.
"Bartleby," said I, in the kindest tone I could
assume under such exciting circumstances, "will you go home with me
now--not to my office, but my dwelling--and remain there till we can conclude
upon some convenient arrangement for you at our leisure? Come, let us start
now, right away."
"No: at present I would prefer not to make any change at
all."
I answered nothing; but effectually dodging every one by the
suddenness and rapidity of my flight, rushed from the building, ran up
Wall-street towards Broadway, and jumping into the first omnibus was soon
removed from pursuit. As soon as tranquillity returned I distinctly perceived
that I had now done all that I possibly could, both in respect to the demands
of the landlord and his tenants, and with regard to my own desire and sense of
duty, to benefit Bartleby, and shield him from rude persecution. I now strove
to be entirely care-free and quiescent; and my conscience justified me in the
attempt; though indeed it was not so successful as I could have wished. So
fearful was I of being again hunted out by the incensed landlord and his
exasperated tenants, that, surrendering my business to Nippers, for a few days
I drove about the upper part of the town and through the suburbs, in my
rockaway; crossed over to Jersey City and Hoboken, and paid fugitive visits to
Manhattanville and Astoria. In fact I almost lived in my rockaway for the time.
When again I entered my office, lo, a note from the landlord
lay upon the desk. I opened it with trembling hands. It informed me that the
writer had sent to the police, and had Bartleby removed to the Tombs as a
vagrant. Moreover, since I knew more about him than any one else, he wished me
to appear at that place, and make a suitable statement of the facts. These
tidings had a conflicting effect upon me. At first I was indignant; but at last
almost approved. The landlord's energetic, summary disposition had led him to
adopt a procedure which I do not think I would have decided upon myself; and
yet as a last resort, under such peculiar circumstances, it seemed the only
plan.
As I afterwards learned, the poor scrivener, when told that he
must be conducted to the Tombs, offered not the slightest obstacle, but in his
pale unmoving way, silently acquiesced.
Some of the compassionate and curious bystanders joined the
party; and headed by one of the constables arm in arm with Bartleby, the silent
procession filed its way through all the noise, and heat, and joy of the
roaring thoroughfares at noon.
The same day I received the note I went to the Tombs, or to
speak more properly, the Halls of Justice. Seeking the right officer, I stated
the purpose of my call, and was informed that the individual I described was
indeed within. I then assured the functionary that Bartleby was a perfectly honest
man, and greatly to be compassionated, however unaccountably eccentric. I
narrated all I knew, and closed by suggesting the idea of letting him remain in
as indulgent confinement as possible till something less harsh might be
done--though indeed I hardly knew what. At all events, if nothing else could be
decided upon, the alms-house must receive him. I then begged to have an
interview.
Being under no disgraceful charge, and quite serene and
harmless in all his ways, they had permitted him freely to wander about the
prison, and especially in the inclosed grass-platted yards thereof. And so I
found him there, standing all alone in the quietest of the yards, his face
towards a high wall, while all around, from the narrow slits of the jail
windows, I thought I saw peering out upon him the eyes of murderers and
thieves.
"Bartleby!"
"I know you," he said, without looking
round,--"and I want nothing to say to you."
"It was not I that brought you here, Bartleby," said
I, keenly pained at his implied suspicion. "And to you, this should not be
so vile a place. Nothing reproachful attaches to you by being here. And see, it
is not so sad a place as one might think. Look, there is the sky, and here is
the grass."
"I know where I am," he replied, but would say nothing
more, and so I left him.
As I entered the corridor again, a broad meat-like man, in an
apron, accosted me, and jerking his thumb over his shoulder said--"Is that
your friend?"
"Yes."
"Does he want to starve? If he does, let him live on the
prison fare, that's all."
"Who are you?" asked I, not knowing what to make of
such an unofficially speaking person in such a place.
"I am the grub-man. Such gentlemen as have friends here,
hire me to provide them with something good to eat."
"Is this so?" said I, turning to the turnkey.
He said it was.
"Well then," said I, slipping some silver into the
grub-man's hands (for so they called him). "I want you to give particular
attention to my friend there; let him have the best dinner you can get. And you
must be as polite to him as possible."
"Introduce me, will you?" said the grub-man, looking
at me with an expression which seem to say he was all impatience for an
opportunity to give a specimen of his breeding.
Thinking it would prove of benefit to the scrivener, I
acquiesced; and asking the grub-man his name, went up with him to Bartleby.
"Bartleby, this is Mr. Cutlets; you will find him very
useful to you."
"Your sarvant, sir, your sarvant," said the
grub-man, making a low salutation behind his apron. "Hope you find it
pleasant here, sir;--spacious grounds--cool apartments, sir--hope you'll stay
with us some time--try to make it agreeable. May Mrs. Cutlets and I have the
pleasure of your company to dinner, sir, in Mrs. Cutlets' private room?"
"I prefer not to dine to-day," said Bartleby,
turning away. "It would disagree with me; I am unused to dinners." So
saying he slowly moved to the other side of the inclosure, and took up a
position fronting the dead-wall.
"How's this?" said the grub-man, addressing me with
a stare of astonishment. "He's odd, aint he?"
"I think he is a little deranged," said I, sadly.
"Deranged? deranged is it? Well now, upon my word, I
thought that friend of yourn was a gentleman forger; they are always pale and
genteel-like, them forgers. I can't help pity 'em--can't help it, sir. Did you
know Monroe Edwards?" he added touchingly, and paused. Then, laying his
hand pityingly on my shoulder, sighed, "he died of consumption at
Sing-Sing. So you weren't acquainted with Monroe?"
"No, I was never socially acquainted with any forgers.
But I cannot stop longer. Look to my friend yonder. You will not lose by it. I
will see you again."
Some few days after this, I again obtained admission to the
Tombs, and went through the corridors in quest of Bartleby; but without finding
him.
"I saw him coming from his cell not long ago," said
a turnkey, "may be he's gone to loiter in the yards."
So I went in that direction.
"Are you looking for the silent man?" said another
turnkey passing me. "Yonder he lies--sleeping in the yard there. 'Tis not
twenty minutes since I saw him lie down."
The yard was entirely quiet. It was not accessible to the common
prisoners. The surrounding walls, of amazing thickness, kept off all sounds
behind them. The Egyptian character of the masonry weighed upon me with its
gloom. But a soft imprisoned turf grew under foot. The heart of the eternal
pyramids, it seemed, wherein, by some strange magic, through the clefts,
grass-seed, dropped by birds, had sprung.
Strangely huddled at the base of the wall, his knees drawn up,
and lying on his side, his head touching the cold stones, I saw the wasted
Bartleby. But nothing stirred. I paused; then went close up to him; stooped
over, and saw that his dim eyes were open; otherwise he seemed profoundly
sleeping. Something prompted me to touch him. I felt his hand, when a tingling
shiver ran up my arm and down my spine to my feet.
The round face of the grub-man peered upon me now. "His
dinner is ready. Won't he dine to-day, either? Or does he live without
dining?"
"Lives without dining," said I, and closed the eyes.
"Eh!--He's asleep, aint he?"
"With kings and counsellors," murmured I.
* * * * * * * *
There would seem little need for proceeding further in this
history. Imagination will readily supply the meagre recital of poor Bartleby's
interment. But ere parting with the reader, let me say, that if this little
narrative has sufficiently interested him, to awaken curiosity as to who
Bartleby was, and what manner of life he led prior to the present narrator's
making his acquaintance, I can only reply, that in such curiosity I fully
share, but am wholly unable to gratify it. Yet here I hardly know whether I
should divulge one little item of rumor, which came to my ear a few months
after the scrivener's decease. Upon what basis it rested, I could never
ascertain; and hence, how true it is I cannot now tell. But inasmuch as this
vague report has not been without a certain strange suggestive interest to me,
however sad, it may prove the same with some others; and so I will briefly
mention it. The report was this: that Bartleby had been a subordinate clerk in
the Dead Letter Office at Washington, from which he had been suddenly removed
by a change in the administration. When I think over this rumor, I cannot
adequately express the emotions which seize me. Dead letters! does it not sound
like dead men? Conceive a man by nature and misfortune prone to a pallid
hopelessness, can any business seem more fitted to heighten it than that of
continually handling these dead letters and assorting them for the flames? For
by the cart-load they are annually burned. Sometimes from out the folded paper
the pale clerk takes a ring:--the finger it was meant for, perhaps, moulders in
the grave; a bank-note sent in swiftest charity:--he whom it would relieve, nor
eats nor hungers any more; pardon for those who died despairing; hope for those
who died unhoping; good tidings for those who died stifled by unrelieved
calamities. On errands of life, these letters speed to death.
Ah Bartleby! Ah humanity!
by Herman Melville